How i lost my true love

I lost my true love because i was immature, had low self esteem and thought the next true love is right around the corner. It wasn’t. I have searched long and hard ever since and still haven’t found the right one for me. It’s come to a point where i am excepting the fact that i may grow old alone and never share my life with another partner again.

Of course,  i can always find another partner, it just seems that it would be exactly that: a partnership based on need and not love.

It took me a few years to finally grow up, gain back my self esteem and realize the world doesn’t revolve around me. I am now more open then ever to new experiences and ideas, but the one and only is still elusive as ever. However, i have not lost hope and this blog is also about a new hope: hope of meeting new people, expressing my self and maybe meeting another true love after long-long years of being all alone.